Star Wars News. Plus, songs like Jabba Flow are just really fun. The dark side of antidepressants. Hey Mimi. I really hope that the new year brings you much more happiness and success. Have to pretend and pretend and cant express or say what we really want to, I hate it hate it and Im sorry you feel this too. Here I am sitting in the garden, nice sunny day, dog next to me, my boys are doing their thing, my husband is unfortunately still overseas, and Im home now, but he is ok. So here I am mimi, I also have a glass of wine I always feel bad, so bad and guilty, Even if I do do it or I dont do It, doesnt make sense. Dont watch tv, rarely listen to music just in case a song comes on that for some strange reason makes me sad and i cry, so I avoid it. You avoid relaxing avoid making yourself happy. Hes an idiot my gp Gosh I even got a piano while I was overseas all set up at home for my return, so far all Ive done is polish the damn thing, I could pick up a book, even google how to learn to play the damn piano but do you think I can be bothered. Actually I think Id rather dig a huge hole and fill it up again and re dig etc, than sit down and try to learn and remember and use my brainMy son is with me trying no Meds, my husband and girlfriend and one girlfriend is a psych secretary and is so trying to book me in for an appointment But she doesnt get that It sure makes life easier for them with me on Meds Never get to retirement without being a quivering mass of uselessness,. Meds is wrong, they are ok to take long term with no nasty effects, what if these sights are weirdo sites and have it all wrong, they are safe, my gp and others say there are all safe What if they are really right Are these symptoms Im having just effects of coming off or is it the depression and bi polar coming back, what if my doctor was wrong and its not bi polar its just depressionDont take them Take supplements Do they work Or is that rubbish too Will it pass How do you know what to do To make me better, to make me happy, to smile to laugh to feel something other than anger, to not cry, arghhhhhHow weird is it to be like this, so mixed up, Im in hiding at the moment and probably will be for ages or until I have no option and get sprung. So What I do when a car pulls into the street, I hide and run for it. Bugger and now the family across the street has seen me with my new hair colour, and know its me, so I cant hide under the sunglasses and dark hair anymore Going to have to change the colour again Ive been off of Prozac, 3 a day, getting higher doses each time I go see doc, so I dont go see doc, she has no idea, just happily gives me this and this or that and that, basically I do it all myself, and she signs the script Tells me never to come off them, how am I coping, I cry, I smile, shes says times up, take these, see me in six monthsJohns wort that my local pharmacist gave to my eldest son for me Its been so long since Ive not taken Meds I cant remember how I go, or, and has it passed I dont see a psychiatrist, been there, seen it done it and it didnt work, all I got was more Meds. Its been too and soooo long, I dont know what is normal behaviour and emotions. Watch Harvey Online Facebook there. Just something else to moan about, rest it mum, ice it, stop doing stuff, yeah right that aint going to happen, oh Mimi Im on the keyboard attacking it like a wood pecker Im going to stop. I hope lovee that you start to feel better, gosh I wish I could wave a magic wand and bing its all gone away. I wish you were around the corner and I could help. Created by Russell T. With Elisabeth Sladen, Daniel Anthony, Alexander Armstrong, Tommy Knight. Investigative journalist Sarah Jane Smith, with the help of. Why the second season of Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt sent me into a traumatic tailspin. Im going to hit send now but send lots of love. The sixth and final season of the TV Land original sitcom Hot in Cleveland premiered on November 5, 2014, and consisted of 24 episodes. The series stars Valerie. Alan Ball series creator and writerdirector of Everyones Waiting The writers convened for season five to start working on story, knowing the show was.